diary extracts: hinterlands camp
Day One
6:48pm: why am I silent
7:04: the thought of crying has me nearly crying
we’re keening like banshees
Day Two
earth - soil, roots, flowers
air - imagination, stars
fire - protection, summoning, reckless, charcoal, forging a sword, burning weeds, returning from orbit, dragons
water - tears, healing
spirit - unknown
the birds will not stop chirping
we just threw an orb of our fears at the moon
i alone heard a cricket in some leaves a foot from my head inside my leaves and i named her celeste under the fairy lights
we’re dancing like fire then lying like pools of still water
my heart is on fire but fire cannot kill a witch
someone just said there is iron in an exploding star AND in our blood
my homemade wand felt like part of my arm
Day Three
water - quench, never let me go, wishing well, ice, moon movement, my fish francois
my flower lungs are FLUNGS and they hold my self compassion, so many can learn from me.
say “thank you creature of art” if you use something artistic in your spell
i am an ancestor’s gift
i am soaked in my worth
i am a hobbiton potato
by all the power of 3x3, this spell bound round shall be. to harm none nor return on me, as I do will so mote it be
I am my wonder’s savage prophet, I skip and I spring through my nightmares untold, I am my wonder’s savage prophet, I will protect my dreams, I will not lower my voice - My wonder’s child is now a woman, nearly three decades she has fought to be, in the shadows of me, the sickness within me, in the screaming through fire, and my amethyst hair - My wonder’s light, it’s from Brigid, in all my arts and in my writing too, and when I am dancing I’m often falling, my sigil is stars in their rainbow hues
Day Four
i am reclaiming play
posh eagle
she said that there’s a tidal wave in me, the world must see it, sparrows and eagles and tigers and horses, my pillars will not fall
my forge is a flower and my flower is a forge
I AM NOT WHAT THEY TOOK FROM ME
Day Five
we are the rising of the moon, we are the shifting of the ground, we are the seeds that take root when we pull the fortress down
the yarn is brigid’s hair colour
burn the string like we burn injustice
we caught the clouds in spiral dance
THE CIRCLE IS OPEN, NEVER BROKEN
thank you for seeing me